welcome !

♡ name is valerie !
♡ i am 16 years old !
♡ i am bisexual,with a lean towards girls !
♡ switch :]
♡ my harder kinks account is @angeIbox

kinks !

☻ degradation
☻ omo / piss play
☻ choking
☻ wax play
☻ ice play
☻ bondage
☻ praise
☻ dumbification
☻ creampie
☻ edging
☻ overstim

hard kinks !


☻ cnc
☻ autassassinophilia
☻ knife play
☻ gun play
☻ corruption
☻ asphyxiation
☻ blood play

music !𝄠

joji, rich brian, bts, tupac, exo, loona, red velvet, nct/wayv, blackpink, queen, the beatles and nirvana are some of my favorite artists <3

trigger warning / mental illness / mental problems

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my mental illness is something called undefined schizophrenia, though im not totally sure, im not 100% sure what its called in english.

⧂ i got professionally diagnosed with undefined schizophrenia here about a year ago and a half (about 8th grade) . though my whole life ive had problems with my mental health. i just got diagnosed here about a year ago and a half. its basicially schizophrenia but toned down. there are some moments in my life where suddenly i think about stuff that isnt real. sometimes i suddenly start to be actually scared of fx, my parents are trying to kill me. there has been moments in my life where ive been too scared to sleep because i thought someone would be after me. here some time i was too scared to get out of the bathroom. i thought someone was outside of the door waiting to hurt me, so i was in the bathroom crying and sobbing the whole time. it can be many things, where i think something unreal is real.

⧂ it can also consist of depression. my whole life ive had problems with my mental health. ever since i was little, i was looked down on. i never really had any friends, anyone that would spend their time with me, i was bullied, my only friend i was friends for years with really fucked up my life. she would constantly lie to me, ditch me, say she doesnt care about me, just be really mean to me overall. my mom was not very good to me either. she is of course much better now, i love her with my whole life, but there has been so many problems with her in the past.

⧂ i started cutting. i started to cut when i was about 12 years old. there has been times where it was really bad. my arm was basically covered with it. i still have small scars from back then.

⧂ selfworth is really really low. here in the end of 7th grade (i was about 14-15) i cut off my old toxic best friend, then started to talk with 6 amazing girls. we eventually became best friends. they changed me a lot. then after it went downhill for me. i started talking way less, said no everytime they asked if i wanted to hang out, i started to stay home from school a day to three every week, i had way less energy, i never ever did my homework. around the end of it, i started getting better. i told my very best friend about it, about everything in my life, about my old friend. they mean a lot to me. but as i said, i have a very low selfworth. i tend to cut people out of my life/talking with people less, because of it.
⧂ please dont take it personal if i dont answer your dms.

⧂ i wouldnt say i have any triggers, but pictures of cuts is something i cant handle. cuts in general is a pretty sensitive subject for me. beastiality too. beastiality makes me uncomfortable, i dont want to hear about it at all in any way. though if you ever need to talk about anything or want to rant about anything im always here to listen :)
rant: @kiimjiinwoo